These walls I build to keep concealed,
My darkest memories, revealed
To no one.
Not even to Me.
Because to see them,
Is to know them and to be them,
And to find that they, too,
Are a part of who I am.
So I am hiding from your smile,
I can’t let myself feel its warmth.
Too dangerous because
This Love will destroy me.
Worry is rough on a Soul and a Body,
So weary,
And sick of fighting for some theory of
Perfection.
(And what if I was Perfect the way that I am?)
I take my first breath and stretch my fingers upwards…
I am slow unfolding, tiny green leaves emerging
Carefully out of my shell.
I am uncertain.
No longer safe, but
FREE
And I AM this Truth that destroys the Lie of false Selves,
Who, having feared for their death,
Already knew it was coming.
And so they die,
Falling from me like rotten layers of
Confused identity.
I Am
Pure.
Sweet Angel, unscathed and glowing,
The Beauty of the Goddess.
I am Knowing:
Believing inand Belonging
To who you really Are.
My Mother holds my roots and smiles,
I hear the trees whisper soft,
Sweet melodies in my ear.
They are singing me Her hymn,
And I am this FIRE, raging,
Dancing madly
To the human anthem.
Because I have this Dream,
Of rising to meet the Sun,
And I roar through this Darkness,
The bearer of light to black forests;
Seeking That which is unspeakable,
Wasting words on a process that cannot be listed--
Just Mother Nature spinning out her silent web of
Life and of
Existence.
I Am
terrified?
My Fear
Is just a broken record that spins,
Echoing madly in the confines of Mind.
I hear its frantic melody,
I say: “I won’t need you, where I am going.
I will risk all to fly high from the mountainside;
Leaving all but my Truest Self behind.”
And so I climb.
I Am
Painting the path of my life with my True Colours,
I reach the greatest heights on my own.
And I stand,
Precariously perched,
On the Edge of
The valley of the Universe.
Below me Angels and Demons dance wild
The play of Good and Evil.
I smile.
I know now that they are One.
And suddenly I am laughing,
Letting all my anxieties pour out of me,
In waves of Bliss and Ecstasy.
I Am
SHE
The Mother of all Eternity.
She is
Sweet Harmony,
Unbearable Beauty,
And
Perfection.
I close my eyes and listen to my Own Words,
Unspoken
Leaving the Silence full unbroken as I hear the Sweetest Song:
“Breathe eternal life, sweet angel,
And step closer to your Edge.
Jump!
And let your soul fall free
To the Ocean floor…”
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I am spinning
Madly
With the Waves of Life.
I am dancing forever,
In this Sea of Light.
My darkest memories, revealed
To no one.
Not even to Me.
Because to see them,
Is to know them and to be them,
And to find that they, too,
Are a part of who I am.
So I am hiding from your smile,
I can’t let myself feel its warmth.
Too dangerous because
This Love will destroy me.
Worry is rough on a Soul and a Body,
So weary,
And sick of fighting for some theory of
Perfection.
(And what if I was Perfect the way that I am?)
I take my first breath and stretch my fingers upwards…
I am slow unfolding, tiny green leaves emerging
Carefully out of my shell.
I am uncertain.
No longer safe, but
FREE
And I AM this Truth that destroys the Lie of false Selves,
Who, having feared for their death,
Already knew it was coming.
And so they die,
Falling from me like rotten layers of
Confused identity.
I Am
Pure.
Sweet Angel, unscathed and glowing,
The Beauty of the Goddess.
I am Knowing:
Believing inand Belonging
To who you really Are.
My Mother holds my roots and smiles,
I hear the trees whisper soft,
Sweet melodies in my ear.
They are singing me Her hymn,
And I am this FIRE, raging,
Dancing madly
To the human anthem.
Because I have this Dream,
Of rising to meet the Sun,
And I roar through this Darkness,
The bearer of light to black forests;
Seeking That which is unspeakable,
Wasting words on a process that cannot be listed--
Just Mother Nature spinning out her silent web of
Life and of
Existence.
I Am
terrified?
My Fear
Is just a broken record that spins,
Echoing madly in the confines of Mind.
I hear its frantic melody,
I say: “I won’t need you, where I am going.
I will risk all to fly high from the mountainside;
Leaving all but my Truest Self behind.”
And so I climb.
I Am
Painting the path of my life with my True Colours,
I reach the greatest heights on my own.
And I stand,
Precariously perched,
On the Edge of
The valley of the Universe.
Below me Angels and Demons dance wild
The play of Good and Evil.
I smile.
I know now that they are One.
And suddenly I am laughing,
Letting all my anxieties pour out of me,
In waves of Bliss and Ecstasy.
I Am
SHE
The Mother of all Eternity.
She is
Sweet Harmony,
Unbearable Beauty,
And
Perfection.
I close my eyes and listen to my Own Words,
Unspoken
Leaving the Silence full unbroken as I hear the Sweetest Song:
“Breathe eternal life, sweet angel,
And step closer to your Edge.
Jump!
And let your soul fall free
To the Ocean floor…”
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I am spinning
Madly
With the Waves of Life.
I am dancing forever,
In this Sea of Light.
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